No going back

One thing that is most interesting to observe, is the way my consciousness is functioning in relation to past food intake - both from a vegan and fruitarian perspective. I can feel inside myself a zero desire to going back to milk or eggs or even honey; and at the same time, I can feel myself moving forward into the realm of 'raw food'. This really is entering the land of freaky dieting, and yet this is where I'm going. I am resistant to it, and yet, if I think about what I would go back to, would that be any better? That is, back to processed products and even milk based things? This changeover in my body is quite remarkable. I can feel it reinventing itself, from some deep impulse. No going back.