Still the same. Fruits mainly, some
salad. No bread, no coffee. Working on my fitness, but without
running. Doing stretching and yoga etc.
Have a feeling that the body
is just the way it is, whether body has food or not, but functions
better without. Mind programs and karma etc dictate the state of
someone's body. Substances that the body has no idea what to do with,
just stores it as fat. Nourishment is really a feeling of inner care
– eating something engenders that feeling of being nurtured
(perhaps similar to what Rudolph Steiner has said, that energy is
drawn through the process of eating, but not actually the food
itself). If feelings of inner care and wholeness are maximised, and
addicted thought processes removed, it is possible to live without
food.
Science seems to study how the body processes food, without
really knowing where all the energy comes from. So it surmises (quite
sensibly, on the whole) that food is the energy source humans need;
but it's a long way from being the whole story.
Been working on my cold hands, face
and nose and feet. Connected to this, feeling a lot more impatient
and angry (esp. with the children), and by being more forthright,
I've actually improved my circulation. It's as if my bad circulation
has been down to being too repressed somehow, literally not being hot
blooded enough. So I need to get a balance. Musn't take anything out
of the kids! That's the opposite of love. But I guess, as a parent
it's always hard to know when to be assertive and when to let things
go.
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